Through this search I have found three things which are helpful in knowing Christ. I have found nothing else. The first is intelligent reading of the Word of God with prayer. The second is to listen attentively to each sermon delivered by any Christian preacher and to derive some benefit from it. The third is to ponder the cry of the petitioner's spirit at the time of prayer, because the Spirit which utters "O Father! " speaks such things which man does not comprehend. I follow after these things in order to attain my goal. Though I worked six hours daily for two years in government service also after my baptism, yet my heart was fixed upon Him who captivated me. Then God opened this new way for me, calling me from government service to work in the mission. He himself disposed of my necessary concerns and even provided me opportunity to devote all my time to this work. Until today, my purpose continues to be the same and at death it will be perfected, for He is my constant support. I do not say that I have gone on progressing in a knowledge of Him-never! But I am constantly concerned with the knowledge of Him. In short, these seven years have been spent in this joy and I have learnt that He is surely high and exalted. Who can fully comprehend His reality? He is far beyond whatever we may discover of Him. God has granted me a third blessing, in that He has allowed me within this period to write some books for the benefit of my brothers, other people and myself. They are as follows: ٦. ... Tarikh-i Muhammadi ... ١. ... Tahqiq ul-lman ٧. ... Ittifaqi Mubahatha ... ٢. ... Hidayat ul-Muslimin ٨. ... Athar-i Qiyamat ... ٣. ... Haqiqi cIrfan ٩. ... Tafsir-i Mukashafa ... ٤. ... Naghma-i Tamburi ١٠. ... Waqicat-i cImadiyya ... ٥. ... Taclim-i Muhammadi
At present I am writing another book which I am hopeful of finishing with God's help. All of these previous works are products of His grace.